Today’s group had 10 of us including a new member Victoria, a friendly but serious woman who hadn’t been to the group before.
After a round of introduction for the new woman and for Mary as she hadn’t been to the group in awhile, we settled in for a 30 minute sit that Christian led through short prompts. My upper back had a twinge the whole time in my right thoracic area which was a mild distraction and I wished to be planted up against the wall that was just out of reach behind me. I stayed very still though with my finger tips touching each other under the blanket on my lap. My fingers were so still that midway in they lost feeling as parts of themselves and felt conjoined as one.
My mind was distracted with the upcoming crisis appointment with a client I had on my schedule following the meditation group and another situation in my life that I am grappling with which will start to come full circle this week. It was an odd feeling sitting there feeling so utterly calm and relaxed yet edgy and tense at the same time. I am not sure what I can compare it to, but it is a feeling that I have experienced before.
I still don’t like the friction breath. Well I should say I usually don’t like the friction breath but that is another story. I find it distracting from being in my third eye but I have gotten better with staying with it. I saw a monkey at first and then a banana and other images that came through. Then I started to see and taste foods and it was as if I was eating them. A lemon that was sour and cake batter that I was licking from a spoon.
I remembered a dream I had the night before of a woman doing a backflip from high above on a ledge as another person and I watched from below as she landed hard on the ground and broke her leg in front of us. I couldn't understand why she had done this, landing on such as hard surface; I could feel a part of her pain. I had to look away from her leg that was protruding at an odd angle. She was in obvious pain, but handling it so well. It seemed that she was handling it better than I was. I remembered that in the dream it taking the longest time before the medics came and gave her an IV of something to help her.
More images of food came up and their taste, a cheeseburger that I could even smell and the texture of the meat and bun on my tongue. A cocktail that I would never have sipped in my previous drinking life and its tart and tangy flavor, and then the chocolate cake, the batter cooked. It's flavor and texture with frosted vanilla layers in-between.
At the very end of the meditation the monkey became Hanuman the monkey God who I see as synonymous to Christ and the Holy Spirit and as part of the Trinity. After seeing Hanuman, I saw Angel’s wings and knew that this situation I am working with will resolve itself and I will be protected. That protection I feared had left, hadn’t at all. It was just hidden behind the fog of life’s mysteries.
When we shared two other women also had visions of the Holy Spirit and another had a dream from the previous night that she had recalled. Alice (after the second sit) had a vision of her jumping off a ledge into water and how her grandmother was there. It was comforting for me to intuit that Alice in some way completed my dream with a happy ending of sorts. Jumping into the mystery of water, the emotional body.
Christian and some of the seasoned member’s of the group before we closed, talked about mapping and finding the familiar in the landscape of this work through individual tracking of its meaning. How we track as a group also which (I liken) to archetypes representing a collective known. When we went to the heart once again I saw a box (like a jewelry box) (this time with a dancing ballerina) with a key inside and an envelop. I don’t remember what was in the envelop as I think back now, but I know that this envelop will be there again when I return.
Meaning of the Dream:
Jumping over things as a strong feature in a dream means you will have great success in your real life endeavors. To dream that you or someone jumps off a building, suggests that you are learning about and acknowledging aspects of your inner self. This dream may also symbolize your fear of not being able to complete or succeed in a task.
If you dream about having an intravenous (I.V.) needle in your body, you strongly need to heal behaviors or attitudes that have been damaging to you. These could have come from yourself or from outside. http://www.edreaminterpretation.org/jumping-2/
The most popular interpretation of a broken leg dream is that you have a feeling of not standing up for yourself. Something recent in your personal or professional life has happened and you did not have the confidence to stand up for yourself to counteract and set right this conflict. You may need to be more assertive in regards to yourself and how people treat you. Always make sure to have balance in your life and how you treat other peoplehttp://www.auntyflo.com/dream-dictionary/broken-legs-arms-bones-limbs