Bethany, Christian and I make a small circle and after ‘talking shop’ about our respective fields we switch gears with Christian saying something about the three phases of the third eye meditation. He elaborates on what the phases are, vibration, light and inner work after noticing my blank stare. I notice that I deliberately tune out learning the content of anything that requires memorization even though I generally am able to get the gist of things or at least I think I do. Does this make me more of a kinesthetic learner, burned out from school, lazy or just learning-impaired, I don’t know, maybe a combo of all four.
Many images come through today and epiphanies on relationships. That they are less about the other person who we are ‘in love with’ and more about their meaningfulness in our lives and how the relationship has the potential (or not) to enhance our wellbeing and purpose in this lifetime. It sounds esoteric now as I write this but it made perfect sense as it came to me through the third eye meditation. (Bethany’s light is shining today and she seems so at ease. I likened this in part to a new relationship she is experiencing.)
I also see a leg that is by itself and think about how fragmented parts of me (especially legs) have come through in multiple weeks of this meditation. I wonder if they represent parts of myself not integrated. 'Something to map', Christian would say. The familiar snake comes in but this time its staring at me with his or her tongue jutting in and out of its mouth. I also witness myself today climbing down different staircases and as I descend each set, I see different people who are in my life: My parents, husband, friends. I acknowledge each of them and they me before I descent further to greet more people.
I see a lamb that I pet and then it becomes lamb chops and then wool for someone else to use, then a gutted animal that I put my hands in as I observed the blood from it. I think of the psalms from church, “Lamb of God you take away the sins of the world have mercy on us…” And fittingly, at one point I am in a church which has a door in the back and one in the front open with a cross breeze. The church is empty of people until a friend appears who tells me that it is time to move on. I wonder, move on from what?
I see myself being held by my highest self, staring face to face into my own eyes. I am given reassurance that everything is ok just as it is. At the crown chakra, mine is wide open as I peer down into my brains and then witness what looks like a chakra clearing of debris and darkness.
Many images come through today and epiphanies on relationships. That they are less about the other person who we are ‘in love with’ and more about their meaningfulness in our lives and how the relationship has the potential (or not) to enhance our wellbeing and purpose in this lifetime. It sounds esoteric now as I write this but it made perfect sense as it came to me through the third eye meditation. (Bethany’s light is shining today and she seems so at ease. I likened this in part to a new relationship she is experiencing.)
I also see a leg that is by itself and think about how fragmented parts of me (especially legs) have come through in multiple weeks of this meditation. I wonder if they represent parts of myself not integrated. 'Something to map', Christian would say. The familiar snake comes in but this time its staring at me with his or her tongue jutting in and out of its mouth. I also witness myself today climbing down different staircases and as I descend each set, I see different people who are in my life: My parents, husband, friends. I acknowledge each of them and they me before I descent further to greet more people.
I see a lamb that I pet and then it becomes lamb chops and then wool for someone else to use, then a gutted animal that I put my hands in as I observed the blood from it. I think of the psalms from church, “Lamb of God you take away the sins of the world have mercy on us…” And fittingly, at one point I am in a church which has a door in the back and one in the front open with a cross breeze. The church is empty of people until a friend appears who tells me that it is time to move on. I wonder, move on from what?
I see myself being held by my highest self, staring face to face into my own eyes. I am given reassurance that everything is ok just as it is. At the crown chakra, mine is wide open as I peer down into my brains and then witness what looks like a chakra clearing of debris and darkness.
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