It is just Bethany, Christian and me today. Shanti and Santosha are still sick and we haven’t heard from the rest. Christian poses the question of commitment to the group and if it should be a closed or open group. We discuss this at length; how to construct the group so that we can follow the KT tracks with efficiency but also to allow the people who need to flow in and out to be able to do so.
After chatting at length we begin and I am feeling somewhat elevated by the discussion and notice how much energy is bouncing off of me as I start to take my energy inward. I channel this kinetic flow into the third eye and start to spiral. Christian has us go above our heads and at one point or another I see a Beaver and enter the beaver after touching its fur. I travel through him to his behind and then leave this anal portal as I flow out into the ocean. I become a mermaid at one point as I hold a starfish and then I am on land for a brief time before entering the outer atmosphere cosmos. I see so many stars and realize that they are fragments of me. I enter the heavenly realm and enlightened beings like Archangel Michael come through and I see members of my family. I acknowledge each one as I see them one after the other and then I drop into the underworld, the dark under belly. An enlightened being tells me not to be scared and then I am off again. I see dark water and I enter it. it is so dark it is black and then I enter crystal clear water and I marvel at how clean it is.
Back on earth as I enter a snake pit and there are so many venomous snakes. I see a man battling the snakes but I am just an observer. I am protected but look down at this venomous pit. It is both fascinating and repealing to see him caught up with the snakes. This man is splintered and many facets of him are there and then he is gone. I see a lemon at my throat chakra and at my heart, it feels open but nothing more. At the belly I see a baby pig sitting there within me. At the charge area I feel something like a surge upward as we start the ascent toward the crown chakra and then my hands are bleeding and I think of Christ nailed to the cross and the yogic saying that when you are in that place within you and I am in that place within me, we are one. Namaste. I see a key again and remember to map this somehow. Why the key? Symbols of Bats and rebirth and a Rabbit and fertility come through as messages.
Above the crown chakra, at first I see blackness and my mind judges this isn't good but then I realize that this is just darkness and soon it dissipates and I see threads of light and fragments of my own self. The good witch and then the demonized witch are there but neither of them do I see as good or bad. Just polars of one another. The dark witch becomes a puddle and I stare down into it. The color yellow and the yellow brick road has led me to them and I intuit that I am finding my way on this journey to the true Self. At the end I crash back into my body. I see this as integration and listen carefully as Christian tells us to flip our upturned hands down. I do this right before opening my eyes and coming back into the room
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I looked up Star Fish and found this cute story:
The Star Fish Story
'It made a difference for that one'
Once upon a time, there was a wise man who used to go to the ocean to do his writing. He had a habit of walking on the beach before he began his work.
One day, as he was walking along the shore, he looked down the beach and saw a human figure moving like a dancer. He smiled to himself at the thought of someone who would dance to the day, and so, he walked faster to catch up.
As he got closer, he noticed that the figure was that of a young man, and that what he was doing was not dancing at all. The young man was reaching down to the shore, picking up small objects, and throwing them into the ocean.
He came closer still and called out 'Good morning! May I ask what it is that you are doing?'
The young man paused, looked up, and replied 'Throwing starfish into the ocean.'
'I must ask, then, why are you throwing starfish into the ocean?' asked the somewhat startled wise man.
To this, the young man replied, 'The sun is up and the tide is going out. If I don't throw them in, they'll die.'
Upon hearing this, the wise man commented, 'But, young man, do you not realize that there are miles and miles of beach and there are starfish all along every mile? You can't possibly make a difference!'
At this, the young man bent down, picked up yet another starfish, and threw it into the ocean. As it met the water, he said, 'It made a difference for that one.'
http://www.agiftofinspiration.com.au/stories/attitude/starfish.shtml
After chatting at length we begin and I am feeling somewhat elevated by the discussion and notice how much energy is bouncing off of me as I start to take my energy inward. I channel this kinetic flow into the third eye and start to spiral. Christian has us go above our heads and at one point or another I see a Beaver and enter the beaver after touching its fur. I travel through him to his behind and then leave this anal portal as I flow out into the ocean. I become a mermaid at one point as I hold a starfish and then I am on land for a brief time before entering the outer atmosphere cosmos. I see so many stars and realize that they are fragments of me. I enter the heavenly realm and enlightened beings like Archangel Michael come through and I see members of my family. I acknowledge each one as I see them one after the other and then I drop into the underworld, the dark under belly. An enlightened being tells me not to be scared and then I am off again. I see dark water and I enter it. it is so dark it is black and then I enter crystal clear water and I marvel at how clean it is.
Back on earth as I enter a snake pit and there are so many venomous snakes. I see a man battling the snakes but I am just an observer. I am protected but look down at this venomous pit. It is both fascinating and repealing to see him caught up with the snakes. This man is splintered and many facets of him are there and then he is gone. I see a lemon at my throat chakra and at my heart, it feels open but nothing more. At the belly I see a baby pig sitting there within me. At the charge area I feel something like a surge upward as we start the ascent toward the crown chakra and then my hands are bleeding and I think of Christ nailed to the cross and the yogic saying that when you are in that place within you and I am in that place within me, we are one. Namaste. I see a key again and remember to map this somehow. Why the key? Symbols of Bats and rebirth and a Rabbit and fertility come through as messages.
Above the crown chakra, at first I see blackness and my mind judges this isn't good but then I realize that this is just darkness and soon it dissipates and I see threads of light and fragments of my own self. The good witch and then the demonized witch are there but neither of them do I see as good or bad. Just polars of one another. The dark witch becomes a puddle and I stare down into it. The color yellow and the yellow brick road has led me to them and I intuit that I am finding my way on this journey to the true Self. At the end I crash back into my body. I see this as integration and listen carefully as Christian tells us to flip our upturned hands down. I do this right before opening my eyes and coming back into the room
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I looked up Star Fish and found this cute story:
The Star Fish Story
'It made a difference for that one'
Once upon a time, there was a wise man who used to go to the ocean to do his writing. He had a habit of walking on the beach before he began his work.
One day, as he was walking along the shore, he looked down the beach and saw a human figure moving like a dancer. He smiled to himself at the thought of someone who would dance to the day, and so, he walked faster to catch up.
As he got closer, he noticed that the figure was that of a young man, and that what he was doing was not dancing at all. The young man was reaching down to the shore, picking up small objects, and throwing them into the ocean.
He came closer still and called out 'Good morning! May I ask what it is that you are doing?'
The young man paused, looked up, and replied 'Throwing starfish into the ocean.'
'I must ask, then, why are you throwing starfish into the ocean?' asked the somewhat startled wise man.
To this, the young man replied, 'The sun is up and the tide is going out. If I don't throw them in, they'll die.'
Upon hearing this, the wise man commented, 'But, young man, do you not realize that there are miles and miles of beach and there are starfish all along every mile? You can't possibly make a difference!'
At this, the young man bent down, picked up yet another starfish, and threw it into the ocean. As it met the water, he said, 'It made a difference for that one.'
http://www.agiftofinspiration.com.au/stories/attitude/starfish.shtml
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