Christian was absent so Shanti was appointed to lead us today. She seemed unsure as the group assigned her rather than Christian, but she took up the torch and we were on our way.
I saw yellow, the most brilliant color. And then lots of random every day thoughts and a deep sense of relaxation. I had entered that hypnotic state also known by yogis as nidra. There was a thinking quality that I experienced, and a dreamy one. I saw Jaleena and was told to 'map it' but I wasn't sure what I was to map?
At one point a horrible thought came to my mind and immediately afterwards Peter, next to me cracked his knuckles and Shanti started to cough. I was curious thinking, they had a visceral reaction it seemed. The room then got quiet as I called in higher beings to undo what I had thought. A brilliant color blue came in as Shanti called us back in to the room.
Shanti suggested that given we had time left that we go inward again, but this time to meet together in the cathedra over our crown chakra and that once doing so, we were to announce ourselves when we arrive. I visualized my energy in this cathedra space and could see myself building it with mud like an adobe wall. The mud felt therapeutic but it was hard to keep the mud overhead as it kept falling down, so this space had an opening at the top where the sun was able to shine in. Before I went to the top though to see the sun, I started to paint the walls with the most brilliant colors. One was a blood red and it seemed to be from actual blood that was flowing about. After the sun shined down, Shanti announced herself, then I did, followed by Judy and Bethany. It seemed that Peter and Shalom were hesitant so I held their hands and then they came in to. Peter was last and when he came in, I felt this surge of energy that jolted through me when at last we had all converged together in this sacred space that we have created. It was so healing and it seemed to undo my negative thought from earlier or at least I hoped that it did.
We came back into the room and I felt the power of today’s sit as I left and went back into ordinary time and my ordinary world to play out my ordinary day.
I saw yellow, the most brilliant color. And then lots of random every day thoughts and a deep sense of relaxation. I had entered that hypnotic state also known by yogis as nidra. There was a thinking quality that I experienced, and a dreamy one. I saw Jaleena and was told to 'map it' but I wasn't sure what I was to map?
At one point a horrible thought came to my mind and immediately afterwards Peter, next to me cracked his knuckles and Shanti started to cough. I was curious thinking, they had a visceral reaction it seemed. The room then got quiet as I called in higher beings to undo what I had thought. A brilliant color blue came in as Shanti called us back in to the room.
Shanti suggested that given we had time left that we go inward again, but this time to meet together in the cathedra over our crown chakra and that once doing so, we were to announce ourselves when we arrive. I visualized my energy in this cathedra space and could see myself building it with mud like an adobe wall. The mud felt therapeutic but it was hard to keep the mud overhead as it kept falling down, so this space had an opening at the top where the sun was able to shine in. Before I went to the top though to see the sun, I started to paint the walls with the most brilliant colors. One was a blood red and it seemed to be from actual blood that was flowing about. After the sun shined down, Shanti announced herself, then I did, followed by Judy and Bethany. It seemed that Peter and Shalom were hesitant so I held their hands and then they came in to. Peter was last and when he came in, I felt this surge of energy that jolted through me when at last we had all converged together in this sacred space that we have created. It was so healing and it seemed to undo my negative thought from earlier or at least I hoped that it did.
We came back into the room and I felt the power of today’s sit as I left and went back into ordinary time and my ordinary world to play out my ordinary day.
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